HONESTY.
I can't start to tell you how many times I've tried writing this post.
Probably a dozen.
But when the words are written they soon get erased because for some reason Im scared you, my friends will judge me. But, then I say to myself, "Well, this is MY blog and MY place to vent." So I know you all have been wondering whats been going on and whats been so stressful that I felt like I had to take a break. I've even contacted a few of you and wanted you to guest post for me in the coming weeks...but I haven't explained why and that just didn't make sense. So, here I am..blue in the face from not wanting to tell you, because a part of me feels unstable and embarassed. I know I need to remember that I should not care who judges me, life throws things in your face and you just have to deal and sometimes you can't control those certain things.
I just have to make better for my family and for myself!
Okay Here goes.
This is going to be sort of a long post, so just stick with me.
Remember I am not throwing myself a pity party, Im actually being an adult about this.
Because thats what I have to do.
So when we moved into Little Yellow House, we were amazed at it's beauty and it's homie-ness. We couldn't believe this house was for rent as cheap as it was, especially it being right smack in the middle of Mobile's gorgeous downtown district! But then the bills got higher, the gas bill specificly. But I've been told, Money doesn't grow on trees. We are in love with this house, just not the $600 gas bill we recieved last month and the $500 one we recieved yesterday. If we add up rent plus all of our utlities together it is like paying $1,700 a month. This is a feed my family or pay the gas bill kind of situation. Uncle Sam only gives you so much every month and that "so much" isn't covering the gas bill. I'm not really sure who has that kind of money, but it's not me...thats for sure. So for the last month, we've been in and out while Landlord has shown the house to possible tenants...it's been the most stressful situation I think I've ever had to deal with. For one, if he didn't find someone to rent, we had to live out our lease. For two, not knowing when we were moving out and tyring to find a place to live, is not the easiest of situations.
So two days ago he found a new tenant.
THANKYOUSWEETBABYJESUS!!
So, for the next 3 weeks we will be packing and moving into our new place March 26th.
Can you understand my embarrassment and my feeling unstable?
But, It is what it is!
And I'm dealing with it.
The new place will be our home for the next 2 years or longer...
depends on Hubbs transfer date.
We are reclaiming our names as packing rats again.
I don't like neglecting this little blog, it's not it's fault. I guess what Im saying, Im taking all applications for
Guest Posters.
I will be stopping in and saying hello...
As much as I would love to be here everyday for the next 3 weeks, that would be near impossible to do.
If anyone wants to guest post for me, please email me.
Tomorrow we are leaving to go home for the weekend.
This beautiful little girl is celebrating the BIG ONE Saturday!
This is my precious neice, Mattie!
She also goes by Nanner.
I love her to peices and peices!
I also have some Matron of honor duties I have to fufill on Friday.
Reception Menu, Flower Shop, Invitation Shopping, Save the Date Shopping and just some good one on one with my bestest frand in the whole wide world, Mergz.
My laundry looks like it vom'd all over my floor.
So, obviously I am washing clothes today.
OH and I almost forgot...
I love my Munchkins.
Ya'll have a great Wednesday!