October 29, 2009
Halloween Wishes
October 27, 2009
Fall Nights, Memory Lanes.

There is something about this season that makes me feel so calm inside.
Nights like these makes me remember the times I had with my biological mother.
There was something about the quietness of our conversations...
For some reason she would always whisper while she talked and tell me the sweetest secrets and the most amazing stories.
I remember this one especially, like it were yesterday.
"Momma Sib, what is that stuff in your eyes when you get sleepy?" Well baby, its sleepy dust and when it's time to go to bed the Sleep Angel comes and sprinkles it on your eyes, so that you can get a good nights rest and have sweet dreams." "Oh, well its very itchy." She laughed.
Her laugh was intoxicating actually... it could brighten a room, make you smile, even make you laugh right back.
I miss her so much these days.
I know she is watching over my family. Laughing her hardest at Nicholas and smiling her biggest smiles at Davony. Some how I know she's proud of me. Proud of the woman, wife and most of all the mother I have become. Her life was a lesson to me. Without a doubt in my life I wouldn't be the person I am today if it wasn't for her. Take a few minutes today and please remind your mother just how amazing she is.
Have a great Wednesday ya'll!
October 26, 2009
Theres No place like..
Ladies, Ladies, Ladies, I have been TOTAL MIA the past 5 days! I'm so sorry I left you on a whim, I've just had a million things to do lately and bloggy land was on my list, but I just passed out before I got to it! I did post..but I was being a Drama Llama....which I hate being. So, I deleted it. If you read it please forgive me for being so negative. I'm really not that person, but I am a girl who does get her feelings hurt and a girl who tries her hardest to see the good in everyone, even though i can still taste their poison.

October 21, 2009
Wednesday, I am so glad youre close to Friday!!
Turkey


October 20, 2009
Nana na na! Hey Hey Hey! Im back!
October 16, 2009
Piggy Blues
Hi dolls!!
I hope you all had a marvelous week.
I'm starting to believe the old saying, "When it rains, it pours."
In my life right now, you bet it does.
I will give you an update on Mom when her biopsy comes back next week.
Right now, I need to tell you whats going on over here at the Underwood house.
Nicholas, Davony and myself have SWINE.
Thank God we caught it early.
Tamiflu, please help us kick this in the butt.
Before Monday preferably.
When we left the Dr. we explained to Nick that he has something called the Piggy Flu.
I was tucking him in today and he said Mommy do you have the Piggy Blues too..
I almost died laughing.
Thank you Nick Nick for making me smile when I feel so bad!
So, while Im disenfecting my house, my kids, Hubbs and myself
enjoy your weekend loves.
Here's to a weekend full of coughing, sneezing, aching, chills and fever!
Wooo......Hooo..
NOT.
Talk to ya Monday,

October 14, 2009
Mr. Sunshine, please start shining on us again.
Today is kind of a bummer for me. My heart is torn to peices and every time I think that my life is starting to look up up and up, it comes crashing down...
I hate writing on such a deep level. I love reading blogs that are filled with happiness. So bare with me... this little blog of mine is usually happy, without a worry in the world kind of approach. But for today, I can't get this information out of my head. Its almost killing me inside.
I might not post again till after Friday, I have something going on thats getting the best of me, but I will infact let you all know whats going on Saturday. If not then, look for me Sunday.
Just know I'm alright. My Mother just needs your prayers.
Here's to having faith and looking towards a better tomorrow.
Kisses,
October 12, 2009
Packing Rats.


October 11, 2009
I Give Good What? Yess!!!
And of course I can't live without my Jimmy Choos.
So without further ado...let's give some love out!
I want to pass the I Give Good Blog Award to 4 AWESOME bloggers. If I have given you a award before and am giving you another, its because Im in love with you...hahaha. No, it's because I think your blog is FANTAB and you deserve it. Or maybe I really do love you, you'll never know.
Catherine Anne at Blessed Adventures, your post are always so so positive. Your children are gorg! I think Ive told you that A MILLION TIMES.
With the Honest Scrap Award comes some Honest Scrap about yours truly.
I'm deathly afraid of feet. Yes I know, don't laugh.
Nicole at My Teacups in Peony, You always leave the best comments. Your post are always so amazing. Plus the given, so honest!
October 10, 2009
Jumping for Joy Today
Hope ya'll are having a great weekend,
October 9, 2009
Bye Friday.....
October 8, 2009


October 7, 2009
The Sun is Shining, The Closet needs to be cleaned.

Im cleaning out our closets.That would be much appreciated.
Ya'll have a FANTAB Wednesday ")
October 6, 2009
Babies Babies Babies = L O V E
Elizabeth Grace
Isn't she Gorg??? She's going to be beautiful in her little gown!!!
More baby News!!
Last week we got some JUMP OUT OF MY SEAT EXCITING news from Paulina and Mr. Mans.....There's a BUN IN THE OVEN over there at Mona May I!!! It will be a while before I can rub her belly so, Im going to RUB THE BELLY from over here in Bloggy Land!!! RUB RUB RUB! Love you Paulina!! Congrats to you both! Can't wait to come visit the "Big City"!!
Now, These two are are the lights of my life. The Keys to my heart. My everything. They have no clue just how much I love them. Even though I tell them a million times during the day!
I love this picture, that little sparkle in those BIG BROWN EYES.
And here he is, 3 years old and a little super hero he will always be in my eyes. Nicholas you bring me so much joy, I love you my little prince.

I only wished for Ballet Slippers and Bows and what did I get....I got you.
Your eyes twinkle when you smile, you light up a room when you laugh, you are full beauty and grace. You truly are better than Ballet Slippers and Bows. I love you, Davony. You are amazing and always will be.

Being a Mom has taught me how to laugh when Im mad, cry when Im happy and love unconditionally. Thank You Nicholas and Davony for teaching me this. You never cease to amaze me.
I love you more and more each day.
Baby Lovin' Mama,
October 5, 2009
A weekend full of L o v e.
October 2, 2009
Closure, Finally.
DREAM:
I don't know where I was bu or what I was doing there but its I seen someone out of the corner of my eye and turned my head and screamed LUKE! It was Luke! Really? I ran to him and gave him the BIGGEST BEAR HUG EVER...then the dream was over, but he had a huge smile on his face and then the dream ended. So, I guess I got my closure anyway. It was very much needed.
Here's to a Terrific Tuesday,





