November 18, 2009

Lets talk some bizzznasss.

Hi my Darlings!

Alright, first things first.
I am NO whiner.
I have to apologize to ya'll.
It completely sounded as if I was throwing myself a pity party over here.
I promise, I wasn't.

I'm a open book here, so whatever I'm feeling falls right on these imaginary lines.

Ya'll are always the best!
Thank Ya'll for all the sweet comments and words of encouragement.
Ya'll Rock mystinkinsocks.
Now to the bizz we were suppose to be talking.
My last post got me thinking not only about being atotalcrybaby whiny,
but about being insecure...
No matter the weight I've gained,
I am beautiful, I am strong, and just as intelligent as I was 20lbs lighter.
I mean really?
What the shimmy was I thinking being so rough on myself?

I come here and all my insecurities seem to disapear when Im talking to you, the world, and everyone in between, but the minute I am face to face with the them, I fold with fear. Fear being the thought of not know what they are thinking of me when I walk by.

When I am here you read me inside out.
I let the world inside my life and I do not fear what they have to say.
When I am face to face with the world they see me outside in.
Judgement.
Even if its good or bad.
It scares the heck out of me.
The hardest judge we will ever face is ourselves.

Here I am.
Completely happy.
Undeniably confident.

Here's to new tomorrows and being completely happy with just who I am... inside and out.


Much Much Love,

10 comments:

JennyMac said...

LOVE the post it Chrystal..and sending positive thoughts your way. :)

carrie1 said...

Great post! =) I slacked on reading blogs yesterday so after I type this I will be heading over to read your yesterdays blog. =)

P.S. I need to lose 20lbs... I just love food tooooo...much! =(

Martinis or Diaper Genies? said...

Hi friend. I heart you. Head up. Boobs out. all is better.

carrie1 said...

Can I just say how just went to Google and typed in Pink Bows... and your blog was the first thing that came up! =)

~KS said...

Awesome post... and know that you are TRULY BEAUTIFUL just the way you are...

Maricris Zen Mama said...

This is so true. Ourselves are our greatest enemy. It's tough to win over it most times but when we do, things seems to get a little better.

Michelle said...

GOOD FOR YOU

Elizabeth Marie said...

Oh girl! AWESOME! I needed a positive post and here it is! Love this!

Jenni said...

LOVE this quote!!!!! I'm glad you are feeling better!!!!

bananas. said...

that is my favorite quote. i have that picture saved so when i ever feel blue or down about myself (which is more often than people know), i look at it and process it over and over. it's so true.